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Melancholic me

I'm blissfully "married". I know this marriage won't work. Definitely not because of a third party but because of the surroundings and how badly I cope with changes in these surroundings. Our lives are going to be so different. Different time tables. Different teachers to laugh about. And our 1 and half month separation is definitely a catalyst to our separation. It's really hard to let go of him after spending 3 yrs with him- probably the most carefree period during one's teenage years. He can be great fun, the highest number of moments when I get really high and retarded are those spent with him. He can also get lovy dovy and wildly hot like today - giggle. We were swimming in my pool and haha it was really fun and a date I'll never forget it even after we both have moved on in our lives. -- I'm toking about Nicholas

Actually, I'm not someone who moves on in her life. I'm the sort who is constantly being forced to move on in life. Until now I still miss him, wonder how's his grades how's he and his gf. I can't help wondering which jc he'll go and how he even looks like now. I can't help it, I can never forget the people I once liked, loved, had fond memories with. Which can also turn the tables on me and say Never forget those who i hated felt disappointed with and made me angry and upset.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
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