__D i p p i n g I n D i a m o n d s*__

GHEEDA

is freaky

and insane

There were many things that she mentioned in her sms to Nicholas today. But what struck me as hilarious was:

I used you(Nicholas) as a cover up for someone else that I like. WAHAHAHAHHA

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:06 PM

Friday, October 29

Idol Update

He's out! He's out! He's out! He's out!

Actually, I'm HAPPY that Chrisypoo has left Singapore Idol. He's a candy to see live but I literally cringed when I heard him sing. Go to Moulin Rouge boy, I think that's where you belong, take over Ewan Mcgreggor(fuk, how do you spell his name?)

IF Christopher don't leave that means one of the babes has gotta go. I really don't want Olinda to leave. Ok, although she's the ugliest among the few survivors, HER VOICE and TALENT is the best. I've been voting for her loyally for since the time when she was still oh-so tom boyish. She brings laughter on stage all the time, so steady- ah.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 10:53 PM

Wednesday, October 27

Dating Tips for Girls

if u luv this guy nd dont want to lose him read this

Dont call to much

communicate

breaking up

Nothing wrong with liking your best friend

let him know - no unclear drama

forgive if he's worth it!

people people

admiration and appreciation

Girls

Don't push him

Dont

nag, or irritate by calling too often

All these are links to a website

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:00 AM

Tuesday, October 26

B.B.B = Bubbly Bath Beauty

It happened as a result of my mother's kiasuism. Some PUB man came round my house around 5 and said water supplies would be cut from 6 onwards to maybe 10! kk..over reacting, my ma filled a bath tub of water just in case the rest of my family would come back late and would go to bed all smelly and shitty.There's only 4 of us in the family, that's why i said my ma is over reacting. In the end, the water was "wasted" (before i came into the picture) as everyone guai guai come back early. . I reallywannted a bubble bath for myself but there wasn't any shower gel left coz Nicholas took the last one! Ma was fairly sweet, she allowed me to use her Dior shower gel which she rarely used . For that, ma gets a kiss *muacks. Sat, stoned, slipt, swam and scrubbed. After an hour, I smetl far from rotten! here. Lols.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:34 PM

Monday, October 25

Right now, I'm just scared that my principal would receive that email too soon, as in before 3 pm or before the end of the day and realise that I'm not in school. But, I swear I will go to school tomorrow because there's OP dry run and I promised JieFang "no pangseh".

Just after the Promos, my ma and I went to meet Mr Chan Soo Sen, a minister of state for Education. He gave me good advice which helped me reach a decision regarding my education path.He and my ma had been communicating via email and she was a correspondent-- to what went on during the meeting between my parents and the P. Well, I'm glad to say after 2 nudges from Mr Chan, my mother has agreed to allow Mr Chan to forward the email which expressed her unhappiness after meeting the P. On top of that, he gave a reference letter to "push" the P. But now, I'm worried that once she got hold of the email, she would get in touch of me, but when is the problem. I didn't go to school today. I know she has to respond to that email which came from a minister as that is her indirect boss I presume. But I really hate going for lessons. I hope she understands. I can't believe I was so superficial as to make my JAE form look like a school ranking form, of course with the absence of some schools like HC, RJ and aJc as HC and RJ. Now, for everything that I do, I have to do better. I have to compete with the dragon babies. Not that I believe that every single one of them is smarter but one has to agree that competition is stiffer and tougher with them around.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 10:39 PM

Sunday, October 24

Must I always say my personal reasons out. Ain't they supposed to be private and confidential?
I really wish DP would give in to me and no more crab from them anymore. Fretting Innocence is worse than acting like Minnie Mouse. Knew it, trust them to do such a thing. Gonna see her later. I hope she's much kinder than the P.

BrEaThe iN & oUt cHeLsEa~

Looking at the brighter side of life. Can't wait, *screams, the hol's coming in like 4 days time? It's going to be the busiest hols I've ever had. 2nd & 3rd week of Nov, we're going visit Aunt Kae in England. I'm looking forward to spend 2 weeks of quality time in December with only my dear ma and my dear jie! No Da-da. I bet my dear hiao-po must be wondering- Chelsea, you don't "ku-ku" how you gonna enjoy India? Though you've always hated them and low hygiene standards? But this time, it's going to be different, I swear. It's North India and Nepal, holy-land-pilgrimage-tour I'm talking about here, so I shouldn't grumble or complain during the journey. Yeah, after that, I'm finally coming home to spend Christmas in Singapore. WHAT CRAB. Christmas without snow. So dear Nicholas, you've gotta arrange your time wisely and don't go running of to the A Star research thingy with her. When I get back I'll scream. Anyway, I think I could bring back a nice white-I if you really love I-s. haha. Sorry for being mean.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 7:19 PM

Saturday, October 23

FRIENDSHIP BALL

A simple friend has never seen you cry.

A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.

A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.

A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 6:43 PM

Friday, October 22

I'm sorry. Today's my blog's really boring. Sorry Hiao po. I know you prefer Caine's and Peng Cheng's and not mine!

Today. A girl by the name of Gita entered my life and I freaked out. I was screaming.--Sorry Carmen. She claims I threatened her because of Nicholas, generally, what I would assume is "Stay away from him". She also claims that she always go to school with Nicholas coz they live in Seng Kang as well. So, it was me, her mean devil spoiling their friendship. I felt so urghish when knew she's been claiming that she's close to Nicholas. Hell, even people in NYJC knows about this shit too. Who Nicholas is close to I know better I was with him for 3 yrs dear girl. On top of that she was happy that I wanna leave school and upon knowing some1 else overheard her, she immediately felt sad. When my friend burst her bubble by saying Chelsea's getting promoted, her face went -blank-. Next, can I have Chelsea's number? I wanna clear the air and be friends with her. Now it is I who feels threatened.

I got pissed OBVIOUSLY. Called to varify and clarify stuff. Double checked and re confirmed that Nicholas always go to school on the same train as Porky and Z. Didn't know Nicholas needed more "body guards" (okok, jkjk, entertainers). And he only went on the same train once with her and boarded the same taxi once as well. That was of course with the presence of Porky!

Talking about the "threatening" issue. I'm kinda fortunate that I have a dictionary on the toolbar! So it was kinda convinient to find

threat·en v. threat·ened, threat·en·ing, threat·ens. v. –tr. 1. To express a threat against. 2. To be a source of danger to; menace. 3. To give signs or warning of; portend. 4. To announce the possibility of in a threat. v. –intr. 1. To express or use threats. 2. To indicate danger or harm

I triple checked in a form of a check list that I didn't sms her, email her, send letters, touch her physically or had any verbal interaction with her. ERRRR her idea of a threat from me was once, and only once, we didn't have enuff tables and chairs in the geog room. So all of us a51ers had 2 take those chairs with tables adjointed to them to the geog room. She says that i gave her that look and kicked the chair to express my "bushuang"-ness. After the Geog lesson, the class emerged and altogether we gave her the "bushuang"-ness as well. I'm not gang leader, I have zero influence on anyone and I don't ask people to listen to instructions. Didn't know Singaporean's Kaypohness of looking in2 lessons would cause so much trouble.

Asked to comment about "I always go to school with Nicholas" issue, she hollered "I want to talk about the issue regarding the threats!", " I've gotta go for meeting~"

She actually smsed Nicholas weeks ago to ask me to stay away from her. Who's she to make Nicholas listen to her? Nicholas called me instead of replying her. I swear I told him I don't know who's Gita but I know a Gitra! That Gitra's cool man. Knew her through Percussion Fest when I was youthful! Played drums better than most guys and she's totally talented! Ya. Far from the other you-know-who. I swear I don't know how she looks like. That Hiao po just told me to remember they are very qia.

I am so disturbed.disturbed.disturbed. Lucky thing there's something called online blogs. I'll die just writing so much on pen and paper.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:31 PM

Thursday, October 21

Gossipping.
Rumour Mongering.
Breaking Promises.
Making life difficult for others.
Pretending to be nice.

All these are worse than being irresponsible-- regarding school work.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 9:07 AM

Wednesday, October 20

"My Happy Ending"

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so deadHeld up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 8:51 PM

Tuesday, October 19

You Know You're Chinese When....

Your stove is covered with aluminum foil.
You use the dishwasher as a dish rack.
You eat all meals in the kitchen.
You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers.
You always leave your shoes at the door.
Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.
You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
You've eaten a red bean or corn Popsicle.
You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel. (hahaha... ghetto)
These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID).
Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous.
You beat eggs with chopsticks.
You're a wok user.
You like congee with thousand year old eggs.
You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh.
If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight.
Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air.
You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
Your parents are never happy with your grades.
You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
You suck on fish heads and fish fins.
You have more than five remotes in your house.
You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more.
You can't bear to throw things away.
Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all.
You've worn glasses at least since the second grade.
You've never seen your parents hug.
Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently.
You love to play mah jong.
You have a big aquarium filled with colorful fish somewhere in your house.
You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.
Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
You received little red envelopes containing money on special occasions.
You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
Your parents collect jade jewelry.
You use doilies to decorate your furniture.
Your grandmother rapped your knuckles with her chopsticks while reaching food with your fingers.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 2:57 AM

Monday, October 18

I'm just so bored today. Ok, stop nagging, I know i'm supposed to be in school, but my lessons only start @ 11:15, thus it means I'LL HAVE NO TRANSPORT!. I'm figuring out how 2 improve this blog . Okay with Cindy's and Christine's help. Thanks Dears. Today was a quiet day,only heard Yogi's barking which is already very rare and hardly any human voices. I was kinda half hearted to go town or anywhere, so I decided not to man! I don't know i'm really dreading to go back to school, gotta get back all the results(it's not as unexpected as i predicted), do PW (that's something i really dread a lot too). I LOVE assignments yep, just not PW, I simply don't understand. I can foresee that my lack of enthusiasm is just gonna get me in deep sh *t and gonna pissed jief and tracy big time. I just wanna let out a big "PHEW" and "SIGH" man. Don't ask me why.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 3:17 PM

Sunday, October 17

I hope what the "Divine Secrets" say are true about. I'm born superstitious or i was influenced by the people who surrounds me. --LoW LucK-- It's easy to point fingers and stuff. -sighs.

I met the p about a week ago. To be precise, I believe it's exactly a week ago. This is true, I ain't twisting it, I don't want this to be like the Fairfield incident which was on the pps recently. I just can't believe she said, "if she insists, she can do it at as a private candidate." What's up man. This is a missions school, supposedly "Love your enemies before yourself?" That was one of the frequently reiterated verses which my primary school teacher loves quoting. All I can say is, I'm shocked. I can't help comparing the care which is showered to other "neighbourhood" students. Coming from NYJC during 1st 3 months, I have to admit that their principal is a Santa Claus Grandmama. Nono, I'm not saying that she has white hair and a beard and a belly.

I can't stand the way pp question my actions. I have reasons. Hello?! and "could u tell mi the reaons? Issit them?" Yes, I respect you, I know I'm liable to give you a reason. But did u happen to realise that you belong to that "them" clan? I would prefer to be feeling stressed now than feeling super depressed, ok, depressed is the understatement of the century. I also can't stand how ppl find joy or entertainment in other's sorrows. URGH. Get a life! Well, I know that phrase sounds corny or stupid, but seriously, which adjective used to describe people who find joy or entertainment in other's sorrows?

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:26 PM

Saturday, October 16

Saturday. It's the weekend for working people, all except me. WTF. Woke up at 7:15:coz it's chelsea's day to clean her room. 8:00-10:00 am: meet 2 kinda boring & always- make- me- yawn kids 2 teach piano. I was so excited after the lesson ended, grabbed my swimming bag n slipped on a pair of flip flops -- SENTOSA HERE I COME. My bubble's burst. Had to wait for Nicholas and Cindy. The rest went first, i stayed behind to wait.wait.wait. Cindy's forgivable but not him coz...he had other errands 2 run after arriving at Harbour Front. This time i had to curse WTF out loud or it won't be chelsea-like. Well, okie, the 1st step i took down the orange bus, a stupid bunch of real professional clowns scared me. This green guy who probably ran out of Tekong or something, all dressed in leaves and in a very detailed imitation of a plant suddenly appeared ( like ta-da kinda thing). I din't scream but i just said,"move away lah!" and when i looked up i jumped 10 feet high and screamed 100 decibel loud. The other clowns started laughing, okie, this is when their not professional. ---IDIOTS---

Nvm, 3rd sucky thing, a screw from my sunglasses dropped on a patch of grass. I appreciated Nicholas's help in finding, but he was"funny". He found a screw which is probably as big as ur thumb. haha. Nice try Nick. At least i laughed.

Yeah we took a lot of kuku photos on the beach with my my super sweet friend and that hiao po ah...hahaha...i din't specify who is the hiao po YET. haha

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:16 PM

Friday, October 15

Really "happy" today. I've successfully clogged my toilet's basin with sand.

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 11:37 PM

Thursday, October 14

It's Thursday. What's up with another thursday? Ok, television junky here, wah piang can I'm so gonna go on and on and praise and curse and criticise. Hey, isn't that what everyone does when they watch "Idol On 5"?

Give face bah, Jerry's better now. Jerry's better now.. Jerry's better now...Jerry's better noW!!

Fine, I'll stop the "super" enthu Chelsea. But honestly, he's better! He's learning how to charm me at least with those pearly whites. Last time, I had to minimise the volume and shut my eyes when he's performing. -I'm trying not to say he suck. Now, I just have to minimise the volume.

Leandra! What's happening to you??? Had a fight with Taufik issit?--This girl seemed so listless and unmotivated. Taufik Taufik Taufik, he's getting so much better and he has stage presence. I'm beginning to prefer him over Sylvester. I'm sad to say that I'm kinda thrifty, that means I can only vote a max of 2 votes a night. Usually, I would vote for Olinda and her or maybe her and Maia. Maybe I'll start voting for her when the old Leandra's back and rocking the house. --Kinda obvious that one of the judges doesn't like her. Talking about Olinda-- I love her voice and her personality. The way she talks and her tiny actions and that voice! wwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww.

I don't really care much about the looks department and figure department. To me and idol is one who has personality, charisma, talent and THE voice!

kkAEs, just hoping, praying, wishing that Jerry, you get the hell out of Idol!

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 10:28 PM

Wednesday, October 13

4 STAGES OF LIFE

STAGE 1:

You believe in Santa Claus

STAGE 2:

You don't believe in Santa Claus

STAGE 3:

You pretend to be Santa Claus

STAGE 4:

You ARE Santa Claus

FaLLeN AngeLThere's A Bitch Inside All Of Us
- 10:36 PM